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HelenaUlinova
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I am ashamed of my own behavior and I apologize to everyone involved.
Apr 20 2026 09:15PM more by HelenaUlinova
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I am doing alright. I feel badly for the way I treated Hunny four twenty. It was cruel and she can't comprehend why because she's too stupid. It's the same as punishing a dog hours after they have soiled the carpet. They don't even know what they did wrong. They can't understand why you're hurting and scaring them, they just know they're afraid and in pain.

It's important when you have a capacity for empathy (as some people, such as Hunny, are incapable) that you utilize it as deeply and often as possible. A quote that always has and always will resonate with me is "the ability to let which does not matter - truly slide." Whether inferior or not, others deserve your mercy when you are capable. Even if they do not know or comprehend it, it is a gift you give them. And in return, you can live with a clean conscience. So it's also a gift you're giving yourself, even if it's in secret. June.Moon, DahliaLove, Alice, Delilah Rose, Sydney, and pretty _kitty are all examples of truly living this virtue.

By even sharing my knowledge of it and apologizing for breaking a pact with myself I am being self-serving. And for that as well I apologize, as my pride can be my greatest sin.

As this a beautiful intelligent woman among us once said, "This community may forgive - but they will not forget." And I'd expect nothing less. If I ever step out of line I do not expect to be treated with the kindness I have seen displayed to others by anyone named or not in this post or anyone else. What goes around comes around after all.

If you could find it within you to forgive me and leave this behind us, reminding youraelf it is my worst flaw on display, you will have my eternal gratitude.
      
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sonya7
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Apr 20 2026 09:23PM     link to this

well arent we all just a cluster bunch of fuck ups 🤷🏻‍♀️ internet is tuff. Stay hard.
dznutzgg
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Apr 20 2026 09:55PM     link to this

Internet makes us say crazy things since it's not face to face. It's like cutting people off in traffic but giving way in the grocery store
AFMadness
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Apr 20 2026 10:46PM     link to this

" It was cruel and she can't comprehend why because she's too stupid."

Is that really an apology ?
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rugmuncher
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Apr 20 2026 10:47PM     link to this

@af

I was a little perplexed as well but whatever. We all have different ways of processing shit.
Himes_Soul
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Apr 20 2026 11:47PM     link to this

Why the fuck write this to everyone? You went on an attack of hunnybunny or whatever her name is.

She asked for some of the ridicule she got on her blog but who really gives a shit?

People come and go in this game. Some hopefully move on to something better.

FrontNCenter needs to be revived. NOT
HelenaUlinova
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Apr 20 2026 11:50PM     link to this

No AF it's a self serving, attention seeking blog in which I continue to insult her further. I said that at the end. I'm sorry I can't stop myself is really the only apology here.
Zanematcha77
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Apr 21 2026 04:28AM     link to this

Everyone on this site are extremely stupid
SmartK9
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Apr 21 2026 05:57AM     link to this

I think the public apology takes courage and I applaud you for that. Anonymity afforded us on this site gives some of us the false right to say what we want without any repercussions. A lot of members here take advantage of it. HelenUlinova you are a courageous and honorable person.
1ronvas
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Apr 21 2026 06:19AM     link to this

Sonya I always try! Especially with you around that is easy!
June.Moon
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Apr 21 2026 07:50AM     link to this

Don't sweat it luvbug it happens to the best of us (I have over 3,000 blog comments and have had my fair share of "moments")... but the most important thing is growth *plus she kind of asked for it*. We are all human and I have also been a little harsh towards a few people especially women on here and had to realize that I needed to do better. So kudos to you for taking that first step

What's done is done and I don't think that you're any less awesome than when we first talked. I actually like you even more because you aren't afraid to be human and say how you feel as well as apologize when needed. I always say that if someone gets along with everyone then they're either a pushover or people pleaser. Never be afraid to be you. Make mistakes, apologize, but keep on living.





Also Fun Fact!! 54% of US adults read below the equivalent of a sixth-grade level and have a sixth grade understanding, and nearly one in five adults reads below a third-grade level. It's almost like your analogy with dogs and their lack of understanding when they do wrong. Some people truly just dont know better and once I realized that, it made me a lot more empathetic to how people act but mostly how I respond to people when I don't agree. Her attacking you in the blogs were those of a 54%'er not knowing how to regulate their emotions after not understanding that you were trying to help. Never take it personal.





PS Zanematcha... Youre also on this site so that includes you too lol




AFMadness... Shes apologizing to the community for how she acted in public but shes not apologizing to the other girl or what she said about her (rightfully so). I took it as more of a "sorry you had to see that" kinda thing.
Devin_Peridot
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Apr 21 2026 08:31AM     link to this

I blinked and missed the whole thing, with another blink some other drama will have replaced this whole kerfuffle pushing it into the archives.

I just wanted to use kerfuffle in a sentence.

Carry on.
AFMadness
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Apr 21 2026 08:41AM     link to this

Yes June, at first read I got that. Helen and I both have a 4 Life Path #, which is about teaching and helping others. Which often gets ignored and or ridiculed. I have to take a step back and realize that learning takes place when a person is ready to accept what it is that is being presented. Knowing full well the reactive mind may kick in and the information gets rejected and the messenger gets shot. That's just a pitfall of trying to help.

Cause sure, I agree, this is not a site I should be posting stuff from Mike Adam's ( Brighteon.com ) and AJ's site.
It's, I like to stay ahead of the curve of everyone else and have a good idea what is to come or coming. At times I'll laugh at regular media cause of what they just reported on, I knew of 3 months ago. All I'll say on that is,. Is the supply chain ( Hormuz ) is broken and that Shock wave hasn't hit us all here, other than fuel costs. So if one thinks life is tuff now just wait until that inflation catches up.

Sorry for the thread drift.
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big1234
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Apr 21 2026 08:41AM     link to this

OP your pride is your greatest sin and weakness. I can tell, you’ve been fighting that battle for a long time. However you also appear to have a heart of gold. Maybe that pride has something to do with that. Don’t change a thing. Sometimes our flaws are just the waste product of our Strengths. Take that away and suddenly you have a heart of stone. The world is definitely a better place because of your heart of gold. I apologize too. Adolph’s birthday yesterday filled the world with bad JuJu or joujou.
pt_atwl
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Apr 21 2026 08:48AM     link to this

^ 54%. Shocking statistic but believable. I dare anyone to tell me that we are not heading toward a society like that depicted in the movie Idiocracy. It's an adventure comedy, but is it really? Just waiting for when we hear about someone feeding their crops Gatorade.

Sad but true is that those who know better should do better. Burdensome sometimes as well as thankless. There will be times that you just want to kick the dog. I get it.
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Gringoloco
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Apr 21 2026 09:18AM     link to this

To be fair, you were called the c word. It’s awfully tough to not respond to that accordingly. No apology necessary but you’re better off doing it regardless
phase
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Apr 21 2026 09:19AM     link to this

Helena speaks well from her soul. I somehow find myself reading her posts.
Thoughtfulness, humility and kindness within...somewhere.

As we evolve these qualities are appreciated more...

ThePassionate1
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Apr 21 2026 09:28AM     link to this

All I heard was "kerfuffle"

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Apr 21 2026 09:34AM     link to this

^ you made me guffaw
TaylorSoSpunky
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Apr 21 2026 09:39AM     link to this

very brave woman, I admire you.
Hunnyfourtwenty
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Apr 21 2026 10:57AM     link to this

Imagine spending your time analyzing someone you claim isn’t appealing. That says more about you than me.
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Apr 21 2026 11:04AM     link to this

It’s always the ones hiding behind a screen doing the most talking. If I’m not your preference, that’s fine but the obsession is loud. Wishing you peace. Lol
Hunnyfourtwenty
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Apr 21 2026 11:05AM     link to this

That’s ur character tho! Love it
rakuen.now
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Apr 21 2026 11:23AM     link to this

I don't know what you're fighting about but based on this exchange I'd say 420 won
lawforza1
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Apr 21 2026 11:36AM     link to this

think you are suffering same. You have sent PMs to inquiries with so much variation that us gentleman cant make sense of what and how much. Yes, we are a community and we communicate to one another we share information for our safety. You will find a site where you are more anonymous, but you're going to attract less safe, less desirables only to your detrimental.

Point? Self reflect. What am I not others doing wrong? How can I (not others) do better? I assure you as you grow emotionally and become more self aware your business and self will both improve.

My 2 cents.
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Apr 21 2026 11:59AM     link to this

This bitch stacks more than hombo!
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Apr 21 2026 12:59PM     link to this

Interesting apology
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Apr 21 2026 01:41PM     link to this

The non-apology apology.
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