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I had a moody and emotionally devastating Oct. so I went on hiatus.
Just as I was gearing up to come back on Monday I stepped on a bee. Trying to heal even more by earthing barefoot in my garden but not properly watching where I was walking. Definitely a mistake.
Poor little bee lost his life teaching me that lesson and I lost half a week.
I have had major surgery and given birth twice...and yet when I tell you that little injection of venom hurt. Right between the toes. My foot swelled to twice its normal size and I was bed ridden till I could walk properly again. I have moderate reactions to these things but still, I am very in awe of the power of a bee. Just one little bee.
I always think I could never survive multiple stings at once and I have accidentally walked into a migrating hive before, pure carnal terror in that moment, I will never forget it. But I stood still walked away and was fine. Bees are SO powerful. Let me tell you.
I have a bee tattooed on my right wrist for a very deep and dark meaning and now I have a bee wound on my right foot. There is lot of spiritual meaning to it all, especially after a period of great loss and grief, but for now I will just venture to say:
Never think you are too big to be humbled by something so small. Mother Nature is a beast. You are a simple mortal.
Always wear shoes or at least watch where tf you are going lol
The universe will always give you signs, even when you aren't expecting them. Slow down, pay attention, and read them.
thanks for listening to my rant, sorry if I missed your message, and RIP to that mighty bee
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